I missed you.
Boot camp round two has been really tough. We're already five weeks in and I feel like I'm trudging up a mountain and speeding down a cliff all in the same breath.
I've been feeling just plain yucky the last few weeks. My tummy is upset and that seems to make everything a damn chore because I'm so worn out. My doctor informed me that my "stomach flu" was lactose intolerance, so it's two weeks of avoiding dairy and then we'll "reevaluate the situation".
Sidebar! Despite the suckiness of a cheese and butter-free diet, I have found a new love in the process. When I had to give up coffee with milk/creamer, I wandered into The Tea Garden for guidance from a tea-expert. What I found was peach, mango iced tea - I love it! Check them out:
http://www.teagardeninc.com/Locations.html
I'm a go-go-go person, but when I'm not feeling well, things come to a screeching halt. Laundry is still in the hamper, errands are waiting to be ran and blogging definitely fell by the wayside. Needless to say, things have been a bit challenging, but I'm still working towards my goal and have absolutely no intention of giving up. Which reminds me...
A wise and lovely person wrote a witty little update on Facebook that made me smile and gave me a good dose of perspective..."Saw a mallard happily swimming and splashing in his own little lake: a large parking lot pot hole filled with water. Lesson of the day: when life gives you pot holes and rain, make like a duck and sploosh around."
Now if you'll excuse me, I've got some pot holes to tend to.
*MUAH*
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Fat Girl
I love to hear that people read my blog, and I'd be lying if I said it didn't make me feel good.
This weekend I had an interesting encounter that got me thinking. I had someone approach me and say, "I read your blog, I like your writing and really appreciate the fact that you're like: Hey, I'm a fat girl and I'm funny and I'm working on losing weight, but I love myself no matter what! I like that about you and I think other people like that about you."
Huh. You know, I think I like that about me too.
The truth is I am a fat girl (ooohh, I know I said the "f" word!), if I wasn't a fat girl, there wouldn't be a weight loss blog and a lifestyle change. But I'm also a smart girl, a confident girl, a funny girl and one heck of a resilient girl.
I've said it from the beginning that this journey is about being a healthier, happier person. The weight loss is important and necessary, but I'm not trying to change who I am. I'm never going to be a tall, skinny size six, but I'm working hard to be a healthy, curvy, toned size fourteen.
Weight loss is physical, but so much of it is mental. You only get one body and it's important you love and take care of the one you're given, but please don't forget to be kind to your soul.
I'm going to keep working and the weight will continue to come off, but I'll always be a fat girl on the inside. But you know, that's okay because I like her... she and I are learning to compromise. I'll give her a cupcake every once in awhile and remember the life lessons she's taught me, but she's going to let me hit the elliptical, fit into smaller jeans and do the things I've always wanted to, but never could.
I think we're a match made heaven.
*MUAH*
This weekend I had an interesting encounter that got me thinking. I had someone approach me and say, "I read your blog, I like your writing and really appreciate the fact that you're like: Hey, I'm a fat girl and I'm funny and I'm working on losing weight, but I love myself no matter what! I like that about you and I think other people like that about you."
Huh. You know, I think I like that about me too.
The truth is I am a fat girl (ooohh, I know I said the "f" word!), if I wasn't a fat girl, there wouldn't be a weight loss blog and a lifestyle change. But I'm also a smart girl, a confident girl, a funny girl and one heck of a resilient girl.
I've said it from the beginning that this journey is about being a healthier, happier person. The weight loss is important and necessary, but I'm not trying to change who I am. I'm never going to be a tall, skinny size six, but I'm working hard to be a healthy, curvy, toned size fourteen.
Weight loss is physical, but so much of it is mental. You only get one body and it's important you love and take care of the one you're given, but please don't forget to be kind to your soul.
I'm going to keep working and the weight will continue to come off, but I'll always be a fat girl on the inside. But you know, that's okay because I like her... she and I are learning to compromise. I'll give her a cupcake every once in awhile and remember the life lessons she's taught me, but she's going to let me hit the elliptical, fit into smaller jeans and do the things I've always wanted to, but never could.
I think we're a match made heaven.
*MUAH*
Thursday, April 7, 2011
How Did I Go This Long Without You?
New loves this week!
Kashi Mushroom Trio and Spinach Pizza - I love spinach and mushroom pizza. Love. Unfortunately, pizza doesn't always top the "healthy eating" list. Good thing I found this healthier alternative to tied over my pizza craving. Yum!
City Chic - I've been in love with this Aussie plus-size brand forever. Their designs are fun, they have a easy to use sizing chart, not to mention their sale selection is always good (hey, I don't like to pay full price for anything) the only catch was they didn't offer shipping to the US. New development! Not only do they offer shipping here, but right now it's free! I officially let you know (in 7-10 business days) if the brand lives up to their rep. I can't wait!
http://www.citychiconline.com/index.php/
Boots No.7 Sheer Temptation Lipstick in Tempt - I'm not one of those girls with a naturally-pink pout. Therefore, I'm constantly looking for the perfect sheer lip color. I found it! It goes on without the heaviness of lipstick or the sticky mess of gloss. It's perfect and on sale at Target right now.
My final love of the week? Driving home from work in the sunshine with the windows down. It's been too long. Keep the spring coming...
*MUAH*
Kashi Mushroom Trio and Spinach Pizza - I love spinach and mushroom pizza. Love. Unfortunately, pizza doesn't always top the "healthy eating" list. Good thing I found this healthier alternative to tied over my pizza craving. Yum!
City Chic - I've been in love with this Aussie plus-size brand forever. Their designs are fun, they have a easy to use sizing chart, not to mention their sale selection is always good (hey, I don't like to pay full price for anything) the only catch was they didn't offer shipping to the US. New development! Not only do they offer shipping here, but right now it's free! I officially let you know (in 7-10 business days) if the brand lives up to their rep. I can't wait!
http://www.citychiconline.com/index.php/
Boots No.7 Sheer Temptation Lipstick in Tempt - I'm not one of those girls with a naturally-pink pout. Therefore, I'm constantly looking for the perfect sheer lip color. I found it! It goes on without the heaviness of lipstick or the sticky mess of gloss. It's perfect and on sale at Target right now.
My final love of the week? Driving home from work in the sunshine with the windows down. It's been too long. Keep the spring coming...
*MUAH*
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
A Little Motivation
So here I am, week two of "Boot Camp Round Two" and it's an uphill battle. The workouts are definitely more intense and sometimes it feels I'm back at square one. With that being said, I think it's time to create a little motivation and set some new goals:
1. Let's try another 20 pounds, shall we? I know it'll be tough and it won't come off like the first 20 pounds but I'm going to work my butt off to get rid of this extra weight. I've got 30 pounds to go before I hit my first big goal weight (being under 200). It's baby steps to get it off and keep it off.
2. Wearing jeans in a size with a "1" in front of it opposed to a "2" for the first time in a long time. Right now I'm down from a size 24 to a size 20. I'm so close I can taste it!
3. Writing and sticking with an exercise "schedule". I love lists, I love appointments, I love schedules. Why wouldn't I schedule exercise in my day just like I would any other appointment?
4. I'm going to be the "Daughter of the Groom" this June. My dad and is lovely new bride Patty snuck off to Anguilla last month and tied the knot. They have a reception planned at the end of June to celebrate their nuptials and as the official "Daughter of the Groom", I think it's my duty to look extra sassy. I've got a new party dress to shop for!
5. I'd still like to look like this is a swimsuit:
Hey, it's not exactly a new goal but it's a good one.
Last week had it good moments (thank you Wednesday!) but it also presented it's challenges. I found myself overwhelmed and under motivated, so here's my motivation. Time to brush myself off and get to it!
*MUAH*
1. Let's try another 20 pounds, shall we? I know it'll be tough and it won't come off like the first 20 pounds but I'm going to work my butt off to get rid of this extra weight. I've got 30 pounds to go before I hit my first big goal weight (being under 200). It's baby steps to get it off and keep it off.
2. Wearing jeans in a size with a "1" in front of it opposed to a "2" for the first time in a long time. Right now I'm down from a size 24 to a size 20. I'm so close I can taste it!
3. Writing and sticking with an exercise "schedule". I love lists, I love appointments, I love schedules. Why wouldn't I schedule exercise in my day just like I would any other appointment?
4. I'm going to be the "Daughter of the Groom" this June. My dad and is lovely new bride Patty snuck off to Anguilla last month and tied the knot. They have a reception planned at the end of June to celebrate their nuptials and as the official "Daughter of the Groom", I think it's my duty to look extra sassy. I've got a new party dress to shop for!
5. I'd still like to look like this is a swimsuit:
Hey, it's not exactly a new goal but it's a good one.
Last week had it good moments (thank you Wednesday!) but it also presented it's challenges. I found myself overwhelmed and under motivated, so here's my motivation. Time to brush myself off and get to it!
*MUAH*
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